Disgusting

Well I disappeared for a while due to a new flat and no internet.
I thought having a bigger flat would make it easier to hide my ana from Craig but it's not.
Instead I went through a "recovery" period, and only today have I decided I've had enough.
I now weigh 8st 4lbs... 116lbs.. The heaviest I've been in a long time. It's revolting, and frankly I can hardly even bare to wake up.
I've had enough. Fuck therapy, fuck the dietician, fuck eating.
I've started my diet pills again, got out my weight book, and swore that I'm gonna at least be 7st 5lbs by Christmas.
I need to get back in touch with my ana girls and get a grip!!!
xox